One small step
Now I have is this journal, while the feeling that this will make everything worse, after all, it's actually even more secretive as I try desperately to hide it from my family. I do not care who it reads here as long as no one learns that I write this. I'm really paranoid, I turn to again and again, even though I am anything but scary actually.
One wonders now where ever my problem is ... I know it: Something has changed in my consciousness and when I talk to my environment on this change in consciousness, then ... So, I find it all on the head. It is a big problem for me because I really like my family and they certainly will not offend. I also have panic over their response ... And panic over the reaction of my friends who would determined high the ceiling, if they knew what I know now.
I will put here everything is open, with time ... After all, I have set myself the goal to have at least online to be honest with me and to others.
I want to spread the truth and only the truth, even if I do am not now in the situation.
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