And when the truth is finally coming?
write particularly much I once again do not ... Because right now I once again step on the spot. I know I'm gay and everyone who reads this entry or the white front of it too, but my family does not know it and I have still really afraid of it. It is not so easy for me to struggle through to me.
Many people have their Coming-out in the family after years I have read, but I will not. Before that, I fear, because they see me then not as they would perceive me otherwise ... And I will, however, that they treat me just like always. I think it's perfectly okay with that stupid jokes are made about me because we make each other silly jokes about everyone. And I'm afraid of the reaction of my mother ... Before the reaction of my father and my brothers before the reaction.
Sissi will deal with it ... She is class, cosmopolitan, witty and ... Ne great sister. Trienes and will not care. Nevertheless, I have with most afraid to tell it Sissi. What if she then sees me in a totally different light? I do not want to. I'm still just as I always was. I have the same attitude and think the same, a tiny little thing nurdass now is different.
I have no idea when I am in a position to simply ignore it all and tell her what is really meant ... I do not know.
tomorrow
the seeker
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